One liners

Sometimes, sometimes i say things just because i think that they're supposed to be said. And i say sometimes, but i actually mean more than i'd like to admit. And it's not that i lie, or say shit i don't mean because i'm shaken up or some shit like that - it's just those small movie-type things that nobody actually says in real life. But Jesus do they keep me alive. I live for those moments i can use for my art and shit. And sometimes, i tell my best friend of those moments, and we laugh and say who the fuck even says that. But, you know, i did, and for a moment i guess i feel like at least something good can come out of anything. Humor, inspiration, a little laughter, to get me through the bitterness. And even now, i feel like i need to elaborate, and the only thing i have is the opening sentence. My one liner for today. And i say shit, to people i care about, and sometimes, once in a blue moon they understand, and other times, i say it all to the wrong person and they don't really give a damn. I honest to God, had a moment when i thought that i was naive, that i was a bit more honest than i should've been with people who don't really deserve a single word, but soon i realized that ya know what, that's my advantage. And it would be cowardly to stop. And i get burned, and my words don't strike no chords, and i carry on, and i soldier or. At some point it'll be different. Because of the balance?
Who the fuck even knows what i'm on about anymore. Definitively not me. I'm just floating, right now, i'm floating and i don't really know where i'll end up. Who knows, maybe it's good not knowing, once in a while, where you're supposed to end up. I've got time. I've got time? Now that's a lie.